Soft Light I

Mercy On Me (feat. Patricia Bahia)


Oh can you hear the words I cry

In the darkest dead of night

While the world sleeps

Mercy on me


I live my life down in this hole

I bear the weight I pay the toll    

In misery

Mercy on me


Mercy on me

Mercy

Mercy on me


Had too much pride I took a fall

Now I’m grown learning to crawl

Haunted by my dreams

Mercy on me


This ain’t no home this prison cell

I lost my life, I found this hell

When will I be free

Mercy on me


Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy

Mercy on me


Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy

Mercy on me







Porter Rd


Lately her words live on beneath me

The world appears so empty

Falling out of line

Now all I got is time

Live for sinister pleasures

No use counting feathers

Before I fly away 

The needle hits the hay

She says, "Good things last forever"

"Yes what's good only gets better," in jest

For bittersweet adverse, I said

"What's bad only gets worse" 

It's a bitter-bitter world


She lost me

'Fore anybody caught me

Body meet a body

Coming through the rye

Won't let this world rob me

Of all that's not forgot me

I dream in fields of poppies

I dream in black and white

Now I'm dreaming of that night

They're beating me blind


Destiny is only second guessing

Teaching me a lesson

Well haven't I learned it yet?

"Put my mind to rest," she says

Irony is best in jest

Save the bane of my existence

Stuck in this hard head 

Slipped through the fists of death!


You haven't got me yet

You haven't got me yet

You haven't got me yet 







Only Sleeping


Child, quit your weeping

Your mother's laid to rest

She's only sleeping

Soon you'll meet again


Why? I don't make up the rules

The Devil preys upon heroes

Rewards the fools


Sometimes the sun shines

Sometimes there's only clouds

You might as well learn that now


God is a drifter

He made your heart from the stars

Sometimes his lessons

Sure as hell seem a little too harsh


Child, be glad you're breathing 

Keep your head above the waves

Your mother's only sleeping

She left you in her wake


No, no, no, no, no, no

Why? Well I don't know

Oh, I don't know


No, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no, no

She's only sleeping 


Hush little baby

Don't say a word


She's only sleeping 


Hush little baby

Don't say a word







Glacier (Live)


You're in my head

Out of my life

My slender thread

Blue skies are falling into rivers of red


Climb towers of ice to the top of the world

And out of the mire 

The waters are rising

You are my song, and love is my choir 


On and on and on and on 

And on and on and on, we're dancing

You left me with a memory 

Take my hand

I will take my chances

Spending my whole life

Dancing on thin ice

Spending my whole life

On and on and on and on 


You're still in my head

I'm out of my mind

In a sea of regret

My arms are open to lead the first step


The stars hear my song

In their symphony, we both belong

The ice is breaking

Your memory's here with me singing along


On and on and on and on 

And on and on and on, we're dancing

You left me with a memory 

Take my hand

I will take my chances

Spending my whole life

Dancing on thin ice

Spending my whole life

On and on and on  


On and on and on and on 

And on, we're dancing

Don't leave me with a memory 

Take my hand

And I will take my chances

Spending my whole life

Dancing on, dancing on

Spending my whole life

Dancing on thin ice


On and on and on and on 

And on and on and on, we're dancing

You left me with a memory 

Take my hand

I will take my chances

Spending my whole life

Dancing on thin ice







Home, Pt 3 (Live)


Tear down walls

A bridge for kindling

And build a home

From what's left of them


Fortune calls

Now I'm answering

Right where I belong

I will begin again


I'll catch the setting sun

I'm breaking free

I won't let anyone

Get the best of me


And now it's finally done

And I can finally breathe

I finally found my home

My home found me


Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is


A lesson from the heart 

Dream big

Shooting for the stars

I can't miss


On my mark 

God's my witness

Fletch the broken arch

For a direct hit


Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is


I'm finally home! 


Never giving up 

Never giving in

Never letting go

I know there's more to this


Finally found my home!

I finally found my home!







Forever (Live)


Don't look back into a mirror of emptiness 

We'd both have to live if life was infinite 

And if this were true, I'd live again and so would you 

And if this were true, I'd live again with you


Won't live for anything at all 

You won't be missed if you're never lost (never lost)

Hands will turn for the end on the wall

It's the inner workings of the ageless clock


You may be tired of life 

But you could stay this time 

You may be tired 

But you're awake and you're alive 


You catch my eye a little late 

If I'm on time, then time has changed 

Life went by 

It saw your face 

Life went by again 


You won't live for anything at all 

You won't be missed if you're never lost (never lost)

Hands will turn for the end on the wall

It's the inner workings of the ageless clock







Then You Said My Name (feat. Rae Hering)


I came from solid ground 

Where footsteps lead somewhere

Somewhere I never found 

I know it must be there 


Where virtue meets its vice 

I stand to greet it 

Not knowing what I'll find 

My body's leaving me 


But then you said my name 

Then you said my name 


The name means nothing more 

Than the way I hear it 

Knocking at my open door 

I'm only here in spirit 


But then you said my name 

Then you said my name 


My body left me bare 

Amongst forgotten footsteps 

Footsteps that lead somewhere 

I hear your voice somewhere 


'Cause then you said my name

Then you said my name 







Death Speaks to Me


Don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become

Don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become

I don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become

I don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become


Death speaks to me

I know why 

I know why 

Death speaks to me

I know why 

I know why 


I don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become

I fought the words 

But the words would never come

Silence is in defeat, and I know who won

I don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become


I don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become

I don't like what I am

Don't like what I've become


Death speaks to me

I know why 

I know why 

Death speaks to me

I know why 

I know why 







Parables (Live)


Fill up all the vacant holes 

With the father, son and holy ghost 

You'll never see them hiding behind the pope 

You gotta believe him

He's the only one who knows 

Oh, he knows 


Preacher, he can't turn a cheek 

The reaper, he's laughing through your teeth 

Eye for an eye, he don't practice what he preach 

Blind lead the blind, where the one-eyed man is king 

He's counting sheep 


Don't waste your parables 

On heaven or on hell 

Don't wait for miracles 

To save you from yourself 


Age old parables 

Hide behind your fear 

Beautiful fairytales 

Falling on deaf ears 


People living for one another 

Why can't you see us? 

Why can't it be enough? 

You think your father's deciphering prayer through the guff? 

You can't hold water with all your weight on that crutch 

How's it holding up? 


Don't waste your parables 

On heaven or on hell 

Don't wait for miracles 

To save you from yourself 


Age old parables 

Hide behind your fear 

Beautiful fairytales 

Falling on deaf ears 


Darkness lies among the lies among you 

Neither was it virtue nor vice that hung him 

Take a good sentiment

Funk it up and rub it in 

Don't waste away

For no one lives and no one dies for sin 

There is no sin


Only marionettes 

Dancing in the night 

Chasing their shadows 

Somehow they find the light 


Virgin marionettes

Dancing in the night 

Chasing their shadows 

Somehow they find the light


I'll sing you one more lullaby

Sing you one more lullaby


Only marionettes 

Dancing in the night 

Chasing their shadows 

Somehow they find the light 







Into the Flawless Backdrop of a Great Infinity


Caught within the estuaries

Now I will wait

Tide will either fall down over me 

Or rise up under me

Only dead weight


From the influx to the lowest ebb

Slack tide's stalemate

Either way, I'm sure to float away

Above oblivion

Only dead weight

I'm only dead weight


Moon shines white light

Fateful satellite 

Bring my gracious tide back to life


The river mouth is beating on the sea

Oh, It sings to me

My last hours, they must cling to me 

Undaunted

Above oblivion

Only dead weight


Moon shines white light

Fateful satellite 

Bring my gracious tide back to life


Impasse absolves my one and only creed

The moon has set me free

The mass that represents all of my being

Dissipates with the sea

Into the flawless backdrop of a great infinity 







It Pours (Acoustic)


The rain is pouring

Lightning strikes over the gulf stream

Everyone knows where it's going

Everyone knows where it's been


Out on the ocean 

No one here needs to know me

No one knows where the storm's going

Don't want to know where it's been


When it rains

When it rains, It pours


On dry land I was tripping

Over holes I was too big to fit in

With all those regrets, I kept digging

I fell to the bottom so fast


Then the rain started pouring

Carried me back to the ocean

Washed away all the emotion 

Drowned all that was left of my past


When it rains

When it rains, It pours

When it rains

When it rains, It pours


Rain, rain, go away (go away)

You've taken me far enough

Rain, rain, go away (go away)

I can't take it all at once


When it rains

When it rains, It pours

When it rains

When it rains, It pours


I'm headed inland

Try and start all over again

I can't go back to where I been

Those bridges are scorched and scorned (scorned, scorned)


Take the rain as a lesson

Set my sights in a brand new direction

Bury all of my regrets

And dry out till the next thunderstorm (storm, storm)


When it rains

When it rains, It pours

When it rains

When it rains, It pours

When it rains

When it rains, It pours







Everything Else Repeats


I didn't want it

Didn't want no more

I lulled the monster

Lulled her in the storm

Cleanse the water

Shed the phony whore

Rid the stardust

Falling from her floor

Crack the bottle

Wash up on her shore

Clean out her closet


Wake up one more

Open up her eyes

True love breaks the paradigm

She wakes up to a lullaby

She wakes up to a lullaby

She wakes up to a lullaby


If I'm gonna burn out

If I'm gonna burn out

If I'm gonna burn out

If I'm gonna burn out


The devil let me sing, sing, sing long into the night

Oh I got the fury, I got the flame

Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire

Oh keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire


If I'm gonna burn out, well I'll burn out in the storm

Mercy On Me

Oh can you hear the words I cry

In the darkest dead of night

While the world sleeps

Mercy on me

I live my life down in this hole

I bear the weight I pay the toll    

In misery

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy

Mercy on me

Had too much pride I took a fall

Now I’m grown learning to crawl

Haunted by my dreams

Mercy on me

This ain’t no home this prison cell

I lost my life, I found this hell

When will I be free

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy on me

Mercy

Mercy on me

Don't Owe You Anything

I don't owe you anything

I don't owe you anything

I’m in debt to a memory

All I own is tomorrow

Take it away from me

Yesterday will follow

The rest of me

Bought and sold to sorrow

One more soul to barter

Make a bet with me

Find the deepest waters

Debt for destiny

If feathers float on broken wings

If sorrow sinks

I don't owe you anything

I don’t…

Fly into the water

Sorrow (sorrow)

Sorrow (sorrow)

I never thought I'd have to choose

Well I thought I’d paid my dues

A bet I thought I couldn't lose

What's my debt

Well I kept

A promise that I made to you

If you're gonna use me

Use me for the truth

If you're gonna use me

Use me for something new

If you're gonna use me… Use me!

Use me

Let my love be martyred

Let my lungs be hollowed

Anchored to the sea

Let my conscience swallow

Her misery

Sorrow (sorrow)

Sorrow (sorrow)

I don't owe you anything

Follow me down

I'd rather take the lead

I know I'll never be hollow

Feathers still float, anchored to me

But I'll sink

To the deepest water

Swimming back to me

Begging me in borrow

My depth is in debt to a broken wing

Sorrow…

You are only memories

(Sorrow, sorrow)

I don't owe you anything

Oh, I don't owe you anything

I don't owe you anything

It Ain't Real

It Ain’t Real, Pt 1


You’re hiding ‘round the bend

So attentive

This midnight hour is so relentless

I’m like a sitting duck beyond the trenches

Singing the only song I’ll never finish


Tried and true

Wrong place and wrong time to run into you

No time to think

You beat me blind

Empty my pockets on the lot

And leave me there to die


There is no way of fighting back

In the crosshairs of a coward and a bat

Take my eye with the first shot

I’ll take the fall

And you can take all that I’ve got


But you can't take my breath away

You can't take my breath away

You can't take my breath away

You can't take my breath away


In my finest hour

My only witness

Rusty old bent rims I rode in with

Hear you peeling off into the distance

I sing the only song I’ll never finish


No sight

I still got soul

Still got a mind that beats me blind all on its own

I still can think

And I still can feel

I know this pain

And it ain't real


I know this pain

Oh it ain't real

I know this pain

Oh it ain't real


You can't take my breath away

You can't take my breath away

You can't take my breath away

You can't take my breath away


(Take my breath away, take my breath away)


Like a sitting duck beyond the trenches

Singing the only song I’ll never finish


I still can think

I still can feel

I know this pain

And it ain't real


Like a sitting duck beyond the trenches

Singing the only song… 

That never takes my breath away







It Ain’t Real, Pt 2


She said don't look back 

She said don't look back

I never would


But I would change my mind

I would change my mind now if I could


Enjoy the hours outside

Before the day begins to shine so bright

How many days have gone by


Reliving it like some masochist

I’ve not begun to see the last of this

Tucked away like a villain

In a cage

I fulfill 

My only fate 

Against my will

While the days stand still

I can’t wait until

Every day stands still

Now I’m awake


How could I not look back

How could I not look back on that night

If I had just gone home

If I had just gone home, I’d be alright


This ain't some stitched up dichotomy

There's still a mind and a soul

I’m still alive

I’m still whole

This won't make sense no matter how I see

Eyes wide or eyes closed

I’m still alive, and I’m still whole

There’s still a mind 

There’s still a soul

I’m still alive, and I’m still whole

Now I’m awake


The open wounds they stitched

The open wounds they stitched me to this bed

What have they done to me

What have they done to my aching head


Must I return to the pins and needles

Relieve my mind

In somber sleep under the knife

I know this sleep, and it ain't real

For when I wake, I’ll wish I’d died

In the worst pain of my life

Won't go away, so hard I try

For when I wake, I’ll wish I’d died

Now I’m awake


I can't walk

Can't stay still

Another drop

Another pill

I can't see

I can't feel

This misery

‘Cause it ain't real

No it ain't real


It's time to smile for friends and family

Don't understand this pain

Pretend I am okay 


Don't tell me this road leads to recovery

With a show of hands

Mine's raised

Years worth of plans

Down the drain

Don't understand

My life's a waste

Pretend I am okay

Now I’m awake


Every hand they lend

Every hand they lend 

Can't mask defeat

For every prayer they send

Every prayer they send

Is blasphemy 


Wish I could say what I want to say

Your prayers don't do a thing

There ain't no God listening

So if you're gonna send a prayer my way

Might as well not send a thing

I’ll burn in hell before I need

Another prayer to put me to sleep

Well there ain't no God listening

Might as well not send a thing

Might as well not send a thing


Won't let these days become years

Won't let these days become years

Won't let these days become years

Won't let these days become years

Won't let these days become years

Won't let these days become years


This ain't my fate

No it ain't real

This ain't my fate

No it ain't real

This ain't my fate

No it ain't real

No it ain't real

It ain't real

No it ain’t real


She said don't look back

She said don't look back

I never would

I never would







It Ain’t Real, Pt 3


Every time I stand up for myself

I paint the walls a different color in my hell

In between the headaches and nightmares

I ask myself if you ever go there


Can you see me now

I’m inside out

Can you feel me as I hit the ground

Can you hear me screaming oh so loud

I only hope that no one ever has to feel 

The way I feel

It ain't real

It ain't real

It ain't real


Misery loves company in jest

I’m wrestling with the heartache in my chest

A change of plans

But I’m not here to stay

I’ll tear down every wall in this God-forsaken place


Can you see me now

I’m inside out

Can you feel me as I hit the ground

Can you hear me screaming oh so loud

I only hope that no one ever has to feel 

The way I feel

It ain't real

It ain't real

It ain't real


You took my sight

And left me weakened and defenseless

But missed the temple of my head by only inches

Although I’m prone to think that you fully intended

To take my life

You only took my third dimension


It ain't desperation that makes a man like you

It takes a lifetime, in vain, to cut you loose

The only comfort that vengeance lets me keep

To know you know a side of misery that I will never meet


Can you see me now

I’m inside out

Can you feel me as I hit the ground

Can you hear me screaming oh so loud

Well am I even in your memory now

Have you ever even had your doubts

Can you see me now

I’m inside out

Can you hear me

I’m screaming now


Well I’m screaming now!


I can't forget or forgive

There ain't no way to seek revenge

I only hope that no one 

Has to feel this way again


What can I do? I’m through

You're still out there on the loose

I have to pick and choose

I won't keep my eye out for you


Pillage the world

Well I’ll dish out a million times more

With all the love there is in store

I’ll settle up the score


You beat me blind

This ain't no eye for an eye

Turn my cheek 

And you can steal everything you can steal

I’m still alive


No it ain't real

It ain't real

You'll never feel the way I feel

No it ain't real

It ain't real

You'll never feel the way I feel

No it ain't real

It ain't real

You'll never feel the way I feel

No it ain't real

It ain't real

It ain't real

It ain't real

The Lion

Why?

For the all the lessons you tried to teach

You just hit the floor

You're no good to me

Try to tell a wise man how to think?

Yeah what for?

Can't teach a lion how to roar

Teach a lion how to roar

You want it? Oom, I got more

I can't teach dead weight how to sink

It just hits the floor

Expose you for the sheep

You really are

I'd rather stalk you from afar

When I tear you apart

You'll ask for more

Can't teach a lion how to roar

Teach a lion how to roar

Teach a lion how to roar

You're lying

You know you're a lamb

You know you're lying

You know you're a lamb

I will be there for you always

I will be there for you always

I will be there

Lying, you're lying

Lying, you're lying

When the sky falls down I hope it hits me

Hope you're with me

You're the little hair of the dog that bit me

When it's over we can pray on my lawn

Make a toast to the dawn

Thank God the sky was empty

Cheers! Now I got a half full glass

Sky fell down, bottom's up to the past

Out and in to the great beyond

And out to leer on my lawn

With the first stone you cast

Sandstone epitaphs

Hide cedar caskets under fresh laid sod

On the other side ask me

If greener grass is the fear of God

More, give me more

When the ceiling hits the floor

More, give me more

Can't teach a lion how to roar

Old man's lion

Young man's old lamb

Old man's lying

Young man's old lamb

Don't mind preachers

Absent-minded teachers

Devil's linguist survives

On morning tithes

Sing with them, bleed with them

Forgive but don't forget them

Wisdom doesn't preach

No it sings

Home, Pt 2

Home, home


Got to it 

Fought through it 

And now it's done


Once caught in 

Got lost in 

The setting sun 


Is this it?

All there is 

Who will ever know?


What's done is done 

It's time to go home


Home, it's time to go home

Home, it's time to go home


No more fighting 

No pleading

Just letting go 


Can't trade places

Can't save this  

It's time to go home  


Home, it's time to go home

Home, it's time to go home

RIDE

Wherever Your Love Is


Riding south into the misty morning 

I'm soaring, now I'm soaring

I'm gonna meet you at the new day dawning

Love's calling, I hear you calling


You're the fuel in my veins 

As my heart races back to you

I wanna tell you that I love you 

And I'll be there soon


Wherever your love is

That's where i'm going to be

Forever my heart is 

Longing for you to be with me

I won't give in

There's no stopping this 

I'm going wherever your love is


Fighting the sun out on the blue horizon

I'm flying, now I'm flying

My eyes are heavy but I won't pull over

I'm closer, getting closer


You're the words to the song 

In my head singing back to me

I can feel you in the air

You're the ocean breeze


Wherever your love is

That's where i'm going to be

Forever my heart is 

Longing for you to be with me

I won't give in

There's no stopping this 

I'm going wherever your love is


Won't spend one more night

Without you by my side

Not another chance I'll miss

To be wherever your love is


Wherever your love is

That's where i'm going to be

Forever my heart is 

Longing for you to be with me

I won't give in

There's no stopping this 

I'm going wherever your love is







Tonight


You're on the phone

In a little place you call home

Fretting about

Every little thing you've done

You tell me now

You got no place to go

I tell you, girl

You don't have to be alone


Tonight I'll lay beside you

I'll make it all alright 

Tonight you are all mine, girl

Tonight you are all mine   

Tonight you're mine


I feel for you

For your heart and nothing more

I'm here for you

Knocking at your door

Talk about it

Tell me if you want

Don't fret about it

I won't do you wrong


Tonight I'll lay beside you

I'll make it all alright 

Tonight you are all mine, girl

Tonight you are all mine   

Tonight you're mine


Tonight you're heart is mine

Oh, tonight, your heart is mine

(Tonight I'm here for you)

Tonight, every little thing's alright

            

Tonight I'll lay beside you

I'll make it all alright 

Tonight you are all mine, girl

Tonight you are all mine   

Tonight you're mine







Love Found Me


Something in my heart wasn't right

I packed my bags and I caught a ride

I didn't know what I would find

But I left on a whim, and I knew why


It was never about where I was going to

It was all for this love that I never knew

I travelled aimlessly for miles all alone

Then I finally turned back and headed home

Maybe that was destined to be 

'Cause, baby, that's where love found me


CHORUS

You were all around me but I travelled the world just to find true love

Baby, you found me, now I have your love and I'll never give up

I found all the places where your love could be

But I could only find my true destiny

When love found me


Before I knew your love was mine

Every second seemed a waste of my time

When left up to the hands of fate

Love is never too far away


It was never about where I was going to

It was all for this love that i never knew

I traveled aimlessly for miles all alone

But destiny could not be provoked

When love seemed like a distant dream

Baby that's when love found me


You were all around me but I travelled the world just to find true love

Baby, you found me, now I have your love and I'll never give up

I found all the places where your love could be

But I could only find my true destiny

When love found me


Now I'm right back here at home

Now I'll never be all alone 

Now I'm right where I'm meant to be

Well I found my destiny

When love found me


You were all around me but I travelled the world just to find true love

Baby, you found me, now I have your love and I'll never give up

I found all the places where your love could be

But I could only find my true destiny

When love found me







Nobody Nowhere


Why start over, start all over again

There's a reason I'm still feeling like this

I can't stop you leaving me for someone new

But there will always be a place in my heart for you


I won't ask you where you're going, and no matter what you do

If you walk out of the door I'll leave it open for you

Why you want to lose a love you'll never find again?

You can't tell me this is how you really want it all to end


Nobody nowhere

Can give you love like mine

No matter where you're going

True love is hard to find

You can leave me for someone new

But nobody nowhere loves no one like I love you


I don't know what to say right now, I won't say a word

I know this love, I guess I don't know how it works

I don't know where you're going, and I don't know what you'll find

I don't know why you're leaving, I know what you left behind


Nobody nowhere

Can give you love like mine

No matter where you're going

True love is hard to find

You can leave me for someone new

But nobody nowhere loves no one like I love you


Our love is true love

I'll be here for you love always… I'll be waiting

You can find new love

Someday when you're through

I'll be waiting…I'll be waiting...


Nobody nowhere

Can give you love like mine

No matter where you're going

True love is hard to find

You can leave me for someone new

But nobody nowhere loves no one like I love you







Can’t Give You Up


I fall in love with you every day

I still pretend that you feel the same way

It's gone but I can't let go

For better or for worse 


I'm numb, but still feel the pain

I'm in love I'll always feel this way

I'm dumb, for letting go

I'm a fool for a broken love

I can't give you up


When I fall in love I expect to stay

I thought it'd always be this way

With you, and only you 

There's no one else in this world I couldn't lose


I'm numb, but still feel the pain

I'm in love I'll always feel this way

I'm dumb, for letting go

I'm a fool for a broken love

I can't give you up


My heart's still hanging on a thread

Still stuck on the last words that you said

You said true love can never die

I'll be hanging here the rest of my life


I'm numb, but still feel the pain

I'm in love I'll always feel this way

I'm dumb, for letting go

I'm a fool for a broken love

I can't give you up







Love, Pt 2


Some kind of love

An angry love

With a wary heart

Any kind of love, but desperate love


Some kind of heart

Some kind of soul 

That begs for more

Any kind of soul, but a lonely soul


Some kind of love

Gets me through this

Some kind of love

Gets me through


Some kind of love

All my love

Was a wasted arrow

It was all in vein, heartless and narrow


Some kind of love

Gets me through this

Some kind of love

Gets me through


Gets me through and through

It was only one love

True love is endless

For love, I’d give it all up

I’d do it all again for some kind of love


Some kind of love

I’m begging for you

Some kind of love

The same kind I showed you


Some kind of love, Same kind I showed you

Some kind of love, Somehow it gets me through


(Never gonna lose my love

Any kind of love 

I’d give it all up

And still have it ‘cause I’m)







Sepia Tone


In a world of sepia tone

A man walks all alone

Stepping in between the lines that he's traced


He walks with pen and ink

He doesn't have to think

Until his dull vacant world is erased


He won't recognize

This brand new scene

Until he unlocks all the passion that he dreams

In his mind

He holds a key

To all the colors in his heart he finally sees


In a world of black and white

He reaches deep inside

And finds his heart in the same place where he left it 


And with an artists touch

He pulls out a brush 

He paints a scene where in his past he had only sketched it


He won't recognize

This brand new scene

Until he unlocks all the passion that he dreams

In his mind

He holds a key

To all the colors in his heart he finally sees


Over the fields of grey

He paints a clear blue day

And as the sun begins to rise, the colors show


He knows it's not a dream

Because he finally sees

The end of a world of sepia tone


Now he'll recognize

This brand new scene

As he unlocks all the passion that he dreams

In his mind

He holds a key

To all the colors in his heart he finally sees


In his hand he holds

The key to every stroke

As he paints himself a brand new road back home







Thank You for the Moment of Clarity


You came with me, you left with someone else

You left me here all by myself

And I thank you, thank you for carrying me

For the moment of clarity


What the hell is love and why should wait?

When the open road stares back at me

You dropped me off and watched me fall to my knees

Now I'm getting back up on my own feet


I won't wait anymore

Gonna ride, ride the open road


You won the battle, won't wait to win the war

I'm gonna live to live and nothing more

I'll only carry with me what I need

No one else will ever carry me


Don't need you to take my fall

I'm gonna go back where I belong

Where the sky never touches the ground

Where I will never turn back around


I won't wait anymore

Gonna ride, ride the open road


I'm not gonna wait for the sake of winning

I'm gonna live for the sake of living

The way you left me, I was next to nothing

I know what I need, I don't need your loving


I'm gonna leave you forever, every

Time you see me, you'll wish you'd never

Left your true love all alone 

I'm gonna ride, ride the open road


Thank you for the moment of clarity

I won't wait anymore







You Got My Wheels Turning


There was no piano in gym class

As you ran so hard and fast

Throwing footballs in the grass


Don't tell me I'm lucky

Had your eye on girls and money

I had mine on something that would last


This roundabout got my wheels turning

You're down and out, i'm still here working

You got my wheels turning


Way back when ya were too cool for Grissom

In high school I'd pretend ya

Were the fool that you are now


You had ladies, now you have bastard babies

I'm still doing the same thing

Round and round


This roundabout got my wheels turning

You're down and out, i'm still here working

And round and round till my gears are burning

I'll take a bow, it appears that I'm not worthless

You got my wheels turning


I don't have pity on you now

That you're not pretty

Oh, this song has been with me all along, did you miss me?


Don't tell me I'm born with it

You don't know how hard that I work for this

While you're down and out lying on the ground

I'll catch you on the other side, round and round


Pride is illusive

By the wayside, we're both losing

Round and round, round and round

But my wheels keep turning


Don't tell me you're hurting

You can't see beyond the surface

But my wheels keep turning


This roundabout got my wheels turning

You're down and out, i'm still here working

And round and round till my gears are burning

I'll take a bow, it appears that I'm not worthless

You got my wheels turning







Now We’re Writing History


We were young and foolish friends

Didn't think that we'd amount to much

The world was so much smaller then

But now that it's a part of us


We set out to prove them wrong

We made it this far somehow

It's time we gotta move along

Through uncharted waters


Now we conquer all our fears

Now we dry up all our tears

As we unveil the mystery

Now we're writing history


The future isn't etched in stone

You know that it is happening when

We make our mark with flesh and bone

As we guide our maker's pen


I bid you farewell, old friend

This river is a flowing loud

I'll see you at the other end

As we head out to the ocean


Now we conquer all our fears

Now we dry up all our tears

As we unveil the mystery

Now we're writing history







Through the Westward Winds


We built our ship with flesh and bone

We hung our flag and filled the hold

We toasted to the best of friends

And set out through the westward winds

Our sails flew high above the blue

We rightfully cast our luck into

A veil of vibrant summer’s breeze

We were the masters of the seas

 

There you are, and here I am

Won’t you take my word for all it’s worth

We’ll see dry land again

Set your sights through the westward winds

 

Many years we spent our days

Sailing smooth blue brazen waves, but

All good fortune woefully fades

We blindly cast our luck away

Those cold still nights foresaw no sun

With no more corn and no more rum

The seas were calm, with no more wind, but

We will see dry land again

 

Here I am, and there you are

On the other side of the wreckage

There’s a place for us to start

There you are, and here I am

Won’t you take my word for all it’s worth

We’ll see dry land again

Set your sights through the westward winds

 

Half asleep and half awake

Our vessel clashes atop the waves

As I make my way down to you

White water breaks out of the blue

The sky burns bright, the thunder pounds

As lightning strikes our main sail down

When the bow breaks, her cradle is the wind

Until we see dry land again


Now hold your breath, and don’t look back

This ship’s goin’ down into the black

Now hold your head above the waves

We may have cast our luck away, but

Set your sights on the east horizon

Storm will perish, sun will rise

Many miles we’ll slowly drift, but

We will see dry land again


Here I am, and there you are

On the other side of the wreckage

There’s a place for us to start

There you are, and here I am

Won’t you take my word for all it’s worth

We’ll see dry land again

Set your sights through the westward winds







For the Good of the Game


The tears are settled now, they're all just ripples in your wake

Your loss has been the cause of so much pain

There's a clear blue sky you're missing, and I’m missing you the same

But not a second that we're missing is in vain


You're too good for this old town, and I told you not to stay

My words are coming back on me today

If there's purpose in this world, I guess you finally found your place

Well it's all for the good of the game


You're more than just the music to my ears

You're more than all those songs I’ll never hear

Resting with the best of them, with all who have been 

You are my friend, you are my friend


Since the clock is still a ticking, I’ll keep sticking to what you say

I know all good things must someday meet their fate

If it's better to burn out than to ever fade away

I guess you know you got your 60 of fame


Maybe you are crazy but your life is not a waste

We'll move along, I sing this song now in your name

The cards' still on the table, I’m still stepping up to play

‘Cause it's all for the good of the game


You're more than just the music to my ears

You're more than all those songs I’ll never hear

Resting with the best of them, with all who have been 

You are my friend, you are my friend


From the taverns to the docks, there's a big old empty space

No one here could ever take your place

But I’ll play a song without you now on this old empty stage

It's all for the good of the game


You're more than just the music to my ears

You're more than all those songs I’ll never hear

Resting with the best of them, with all who have been 

You are my friend, you are my friend

One More Lullaby

Disillusioned Dream


Wake the shepherd, count the sheep 

Lull the Monster back to sleep 

Close your eyes, and I will sing one more… 


For disillusionment 

One more… for my amusement 

One more… before I lose it 

One more… just sleep right through it 

One more... 


What's the use in having dreams 

When everybody's fast asleep? 

As if the world would ever need one more… 


Tortured head-case 

One more… whining about heartache 

One more… who never made the grade 

One more… record to throw away 

One more... 


One more... 

Art is the shepherd 

Pop culture is the mime 

Mediocrity's the monster 

Money's the mastermind 

For the politics and cliques 

That will whore out their pride 

Give me one more! 


...Stint of ambition 

One more... for the passion that lies within it 

One more... attempt at recognition 

But what for?!… for the cold hard living 

What for? This dream's so unforgiving… unforgiving 

But what for? For anyone who's paying attention 

Pay attention 

For one more… 

For anyone who'll listen…







I Cannot Read Between the Lines


I'm drinking tequila in the morning 

I haven't been sleeping through the night 

Now I do not know just what I'm feeling 

Now I cannot read between the lines 


I met her in the morning on a Sunday 

I met her in the pouring summer rain 

Now I cannot tell her what I'm feeling 

Now I don't remember her name 


I got no reason to run away 

I got no reason to stay 

I try so hard 

But now I cannot read between the lines 


I'm drinking tequila in the morning 

I intend to keep her on my mind 

As long as I don't know just where my mind is 

I don't have to read between the lines 


I got no reason to run away 

I got no reason to stay 

I try so hard 

But now I cannot read between the lines 


For all the lover's stories I've forgotten 

For all the summer mornings I can't face 

I know my life is falling into pieces 

All the pieces fall back into place







Wait Up for Me


Love is trained anticipation 

Love is feigned collaboration 

For all the love that I have wasted 

Now I'm in love, and love's not waiting 


No room berating accusations 

No one's to blame for interpretation 

Oh take my words the way I say them 

Oh I'm in love, and love's not waiting 


I'll wait up for you 

You're all I hold onto 

I'll wait for forever 

For a love that may never 


Wait up for me 

Oh, wake up with me 

Wait till tomorrow 

And all the days that will follow me 

Wait up for me 


I'm to blame for the inquisition 

You can't face your indecision 

Oh love is vain and unforgiving 

Oh I'm in love and love's not listening 


I'll wait up for you 

You're all I hold onto 

I'll wait for forever 

For a love that may never 


Wait up for me 

Oh, wake up with me 

Wait till tomorrow 

And all the days that will follow me 

Wait up for me 


This is just how two hearts beat 

One heart breaks what the other feeds 

One heart takes what the other needs 

Wait for me 


I'll wait up for you 

You're all I hold onto 

I'll wait for forever 

For a love that may never 


Wait up for me 

Oh, wake up with me 

Wait till tomorrow 

And all the days that will follow me 

Wait up for me







Without Love


Without love, you got no seed 

Got no roots, you got no trees 

You got no branches, got no leaves 

You got no air to breathe 

Breathe 


Love, give me your love 

Tell me where life comes from 

Show me where life comes from 

Love, give me your love 

Give me your love 


Without the air, you got no lung 

You got no heart to feel my love 

You got no mind, you got no tongue 

To tell me now where life comes from 


Love, give me your love 

Tell me where life comes from 

Show me where life comes from 

Love, give me your love 

Oh, give me your love 

Give me your love 

Tell me where life comes from 

Show me where life comes from 

Love, give me your love 

No! Give me your love! 


Without love, you got no life 

Without life, you got no love 


Love... 







All I Ever Wanted


All I ever wanted 

I proudly flaunted 

I framed on the wall 

A picture too small 

I put all my faith into a very vacant place 


All I ever wanted 

Years beat upon it 

Threw me into 

Its impending doom 


All I wanted awaits me 

But all I want is gone 


All I ever wanted 

It shouldn't bother 

To make itself known 

There's no stepping stones 

I put all my faith into a very vacant place 


All I ever wanted 

Is fewer and less often 

I have all I need 

To make my retreat 


All I wanted awaits me 

But all I want is gone 


A stiff drink and a fire 

Take my desires 

All but just one 

All 

But 

Your love







Open No More


And all I know to do 

Is tell myself that I'm over you 

Whether or not I know it's really true 

I'm broke and broken, so I'm through 


What I've become, I know I can't afford 

Well I can't settle, and I can't score 

All I can do is close the door 

And tell myself that I don't need you anymore 


That door will open no more 

That door will open no more 

Open no more 


Queen bee 

You sink your sting deep into me 

You give me temporary relief 

Feels like heaven inside of misery 


You feel like love, I know you're just a fling 

A one night stand with a wedding ring 

A vacant cage, a cardboard box with wings 

Looks like a castle to a desperate king 


My eyes are open no more 

My eyes are open no more 

Open no more 


An amusement park, I think that's what it's like 

It's fun to go there from time to time 

You pay the toll and ride all the rides 

But it's no fun to stay there overnight 


'Cause when the ride ends 

Here come the shakes after the lone binge 

Wake up faceless, I've made the same mistake again 

Let go the reigns the way I lost so many friends 


That ride is open no more 

That ride is open no more 

Open no more 


This ain't the way home 

It's just a detour on a winding road 

When I can't get to where I want to go 

It's better on the sidewalk than the gutter, you know 

I wouldn't be here if I could find my home 


Can't settle down, can't settle for this 

Stuck here, enraged and perilous 

All I've ever wanted was an ounce of respect 

Before all I say and do is done and said 

I won't give in to the temptations of second best 

This road only leads through a life of regret 

Oh, no more no more 

Oh it ain't open no more 


This road is open no more 

That door is open no more 

Open no more 

Open no more 


Open no more...







All Too Human (Training My Broken Heart to Glow)


Don't say to me "I love you" 

Don't "Baby just wait" 

Don't give me your style 

Don't give me your grace 

Don't give me a sign on a dead end road 

Don't give me your heart 

Don't give me your soul 


I'm too broken to do this again 

I'm all too human to let love in 


I don't want a soulmate 

I don't want to hold my broken heart open 

Don't want you to see my soul 

Love, you're shooting in the dark 

I'm turning on my broken heart 


It's blinded by love on a whim 

I'm all too human to let love in 


Training my broken heart to glow 

Red light's stop and green light's go 

There's no love here to block the road 

So I'm training my broken heart to glow 


Maybe I love you from the pit of my soul 

I'm all to human to ever know 

I'm all to human to ever know 


Training my broken heart to glow 

Red light's stop and green light's go 

There's no love here to block the road 

So I'm training my broken heart to glow 


Oh, this is yes and this is no! 

Oh, this ain't no one way road! 


So I'm training my broken heart to glow 

(With one more lullaby) 

I'm training my broken heart to glow 


…Training my broken heart to glow







One More Lullaby


Dry heaves in the underground 

Where my dreams come tumbling down 

But why leave for another town 

To burn more bridges down? 


I bleed for a worthy cause 

Sleep is not all I've lost 

Some dreams' just born to rot 

One more is all I got 


(No, no, no, no, no) It's not over 

(No, no, no, no, no) This is not goodbye 

I'll sing you one more lullaby 

(Wake the shepherd, catch the dreamer 

Falling from the heavens, rotting on the vine… inside) 

One More

One More

One More Lullaby


As a child, I knew what I'd do 

My whole life, gave it all to you 

Lullabies don't make dreams come true 

Now that RIDE is through 


Ten years I'm still counting sheep 

Turned your tears into melodies 

Take my tears, and take my dream 

Lull yourself to sleep 


(No, no, no, no, no) It's not over 

(No, no, no, no, no) This is not goodbye 

I'll sing you one more lullaby 

(Wake the shepherd, catch the dreamer 

Falling from the heavens, rotting on the vine… inside) 

One More

One More

One More Lullaby


If words can never hurt us 

Let's say goodnight 

Every single word was 

Meant to make you cry 

For all it's worth 

Just one more lullaby 


Last but not least 

The time has come to dream 

Fall asleep 

I'll sing one more lullaby 

This will come true 

No matter if your dreams ever do 

I'll sing one more lullaby 


One more, one more, one more, one more 

Lullabies don't make dreams come true... 


Wake up







Feed Me the Fire


I grew up way down in the valley 

I grew up without the lord 

I woke up one day on the mountain 

I woke up out in the storm 

My mother, she gave me thunder 

My father gave me the rain 

The Devil, he gave me lightning 

Before Jesus ever had a chance 


Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine 

Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night 

Light me up or strike me down 

Not goin' out lyin' on the ground 

Feed, feed, feed me the fire 


Nothing I done is worth forgiving 

I been bought, and I been sold 

I never asked no one to go on living 

I never asked no one to save my soul 


Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine 

Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night 

If you're gonna' strike me dead 

Get those embers burning red 

Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 


The sky's falling, the thunder's pounding' 

Oh, I got the fury, I got the flame 

I'm goin' back up to the mountain 

To light those embers in the rain 


Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine 

Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night 

Rather hang my head 

Than see those embers soakin' wet 

Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 


Lead, lead, lead me to great heights 

Don't make me dream, dream, dream now until I die 

I'll never wilt or fade away 

You'll have to take me up in flames 

Feed, feed, feed me the fire 

Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 

Oh keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 


Don't you try to take me down softly 

Don't you try to pawn me off on The Lord 

Well I'll die in the same place where you bought me 

If I'm gonna burn out, well I'll burn out in the storm







Between a Sadist and a Masochist


Don't do what he did 

No don't do what he did 

The sadist in his head 

Is all alone 

All alone 


Guess who wins 

Between a sadist and a masochist? 

I've nothing to lose 

Guess who wins? 

Guess who wins? 


When I'm done with him 

The remnants of his face 

Will paint the roses red 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why? 


Don't do what he did 

Leave me to rot 

But let him live 

No don't be there when 

It happens again 

Again 


When I'm done with him 

The remnants of his face 

Will paint the roses red 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why'd you let him live? 

No! No! 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why'd you let him live? 


Why? 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why'd you let him live?







Headache


I am a heartache 

Headstrong 

You are a headache 

Holding on 


I am the dusk and 

You are the dawn 

The moon will rise above us 

We'll both be gone 


Save me from this ever present pain 

Let me lie down with the rain 

Take me from this evanescent plain 

Let it not fade away 


Of the grace which adorns us 

We brake our backs 

For all who will mourn us 

And all they lack 


Save me from this ever present pain 

Let me lie down with the rain 

Take me from this evanescent plain 

Let it not fade away 


Save me… Oh, save me 


The chains that once bind us 

Achilles' heal 

The light that once blinds us 

Soon reveals... 


Save me from this burden of a mind 

Let me fall down with the tide 

Take me from the fury I confine 

The lowest ebb is mine 


I am a heartache 

Headstrong 

You are a headache 

Holding on







It Pours


The rain is pouring 

Lightning strikes over the gulf stream 

Everyone knows where it's going 

Everyone knows where it's been 


Out on the ocean 

No one here needs to know me 

No one knows where the storm's going 

Don't want to know where it's been 


When it rains, When it rains, It pours 


On dry land I was tripping 

Over holes I was too big to fit in 

With all those regrets, I kept digging 

I fell to the bottom so fast 


Then the rain started pouring 

Carried me back to the ocean 

Washed away all the emotion 

Drowned all that was left of my past 


When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours 


Rain, rain, go away 

You've taken me far enough 

Rain, rain, go away 

I can't take it all at once 


When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours 


I'm headed inland 

Try and start all over again 

I can't go back to where I've been 

Those bridges are scorched and scorned 


Take the rain as a lesson 

Set my sights in a brand new direction 

Bury all of my regrets 

And dry out till the next thunderstorm 


When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours







Parables


Fill up all the vacant holes 

With the father, son and holy ghost 

You'll never see them hiding behind the pope 

You gotta believe him, he's the only one who knows 

Oh, he knows 


Preacher, he can't turn a cheek 

The reaper, he's laughing through your teeth 

Eye for an eye, well he don't practice what he preach 

Blind lead the blind, where the one eyed man is king 

He's counting sheep 


Don't waste your parables 

On heaven or on hell 

Don't wait for miracles 

To save you from yourself 


Age old parables 

Hide behind your fear 

Beautiful fairytales 

Falling on deaf ears 


People… living for one another 

Why can't you see us? Why can't it be enough? 

Think your father's deciphering prayer through the guff? 

You can't hold water with all your weight on that crutch 

How's it holding up? 


Don't waste your parables 

On heaven or on hell 

Don't wait for miracles 

To save you from yourself 


Age old parables 

Hide behind your fear 

Beautiful fairytales 

Falling on deaf ears 


Darkness... lies among the lies among you 

Neither was it virtue nor vice that hung him 

Take a good sentiment, flunk it up and rub it in 

Don't waste away, for no one lives and no one dies for sin 


There is no sin


Only marionettes 

Dancing in the night 

Chasing their shadows 

Somehow they find the light 


Virgin marionettes...







I Don’t Want to Know


I've never been more certain of uncertainty 

I'm certainly sure 

That you're uncertain too 

You'll never stop me digging for another world 

I'm searching for truth 

Won't find it in you 


I don't want to know your opinion 

So keep it to yourself 

For evermore, for heaven or for hell 

I don't want to know your opinion 

I'll find out for myself 

For evermore, in heaven or in hell 


In all of this uncertainty 

I have everything I'll ever need now 

I'll never be confused 

I'm not a Shepard, not a sheep 

I believe what I can see now 

Oh, you can see it too 


I don't want to know your opinion 

So keep it to yourself 

For evermore, for heaven or for hell 

I don't want to know your opinion 

I'll find out for myself 

For evermore, in heaven or in hell 


I don't believe it 

I'll never believe it 

No I don't need it 

I'll never need it 

No I don't need it 

Never need it 

I'll never believe ya 

No I don't need ya 


I am forgiven 

Miss HypoChristian 

Don't need religion 

I am forgiven 


I'll save myself, I'll save myself... 

Halleluja 

No one needs ya 


I'll save myself, I'll save myself... 

Halleluja… (Amen, Amen) 


No I don't need it 

I'll never believe it







Sideways


Lately, I don't see the right way 

I like to see things my way 

I like to see them sideways 


I see no place to live or die while trying 

When everyone I know is dying 

And there's no saving grace 


Deep under the soil 

There's a boy for every girl 

And a girl for every boy 

A prize for tears and toil 


It's you, it's you... 


My mind was trained to think that when it rots away 

Somehow I will float away 

That's not how I was made 


Of the many Gods, and I've had plenty 

I lost my fear to pity 

And now I'm truly saved 


Deep under the soil 

There's a girl for every boy 

And a boy for every girl 

A prize for tears and toil 


It's you, it's you... 


No more records for the lightweights 

No one's singing them sideways 


No matter where I look or whether 

I'm looking in the right place 

Don't need to pack a suitcase 


With no choice, every little boy and girl 

Will end up in the same place 

Seeing these things sideways 


We're all sideways 

Oh, we're all sideways







Come Hell or High Water


From day one 

Teach your son 

You can be what you wanna be 

Be all you can be 

In the free land of liberty 


But mother 

What's wrong with these lunatic hypocrites 

Son, don't talk religion 

No don't talk politics 


Why should I bother 

To change the hearts and minds that be 

Come hell or high water 

They'll never see it quite like me 


I could have studied 

Chemistry or biology 

But I spent my time 

Making art and ideology 


No regrets 

I did my best 

Restrained and restricted 

My lips will be sealed 

But my words will live again 


Why should I bother 

To change the hearts and minds that be 

Come hell or high water 

They'll never see it quite like me 


Once, I had a voice 

When the voice was still new to me 

Once, I had a voice, I had a voice 


Why should I bother 

To change the hearts and minds that be 

Come hell or high water 

They'll never see it quite like me 


From day one 

Teach your son 

Who's the lion, who's the lamb 


The dreamer goes down 

Right where he began







Sandpaper


I'm through with all that I could ever do 

Life has always been a little held up 

A farce: the hand from above 

A forced superficial love 

Food and shelter aren't enough 

To keep me tame and humble 

Now I sleep, and now I stumble 

Became weak, and then I crumbled 

I once screamed, but now I mumble 


I won't meet your expectations (Ooh, not good enough) 

Won't bow down to the cliche (Ooh, don't give a funk) 

Let's all rise for the occasion (Ooh)

Oh, this divine realization that I'm through... 

Oh I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 

I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 


Lift a glass in celebration

Here's the toast, I'm going to say it! 


I'm through with my shallow muse 

I'm through with you 

I'll waste away, embracing every vice I keep 

Forget my insecurities 

The bottle lifts anxiety 

Can't fix me with sobriety 

I'll drift into oblivion 

Let me drift, don't reel me in 

Don't need responsibility 

The tasks of mere civility (Ooh)


Got me stuck in this vicious (What everybody wants) 

Life of fake ambition (But everybody sucks) 

I'm sick of part-time living (Shake it off) 

Well, I failed at all I attempted 

So I'm through…

Oh I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 

I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… Oh, now I'm through... 


Refill the bitter with sweet relief 

Cheers to victory masked defeat! 


I'm through… with remnants of roots... I grew 

I wrote that chit for you and all the populous (oooo, funk you) 

Commercial scum that'll rot and rust (funk me too) 

It's in my rear-view mirror 

Well I don't like it either 

Well I'm through… I am through… Oh, now I'm through… 

Oh, now I'm through… I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 


(Decipher the words of victory masked in defeat) 

 

Dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream

They won't come true 

Oh, now I'm through